No Matter What

No matter what I did it never seemed to be good enough to catch your attention. Moma I did so much yet you never really cared. The tears I have cried for you I see now they were just a waste of my time as was everything else I did. I tried being good just for you while your oldest daughter was sleeping around and doing drugs just like you. I told myself all this good that I was doing would get your attention. Yet no matter what your men and drugs were more important. Well moma if men who abuse you and drugs that will never the less ruin your life are more important than I don't know what to say but maybe one day the wheel will turn and it will be time for me to say, Moma no matter what you do you cannot make up for the lost time.