No Love Poems

i tried to write a love poem today but i did not know the correct way my words do not come out in that form my heart is like a never ending storm i write about death, about blood and tears about secrets, pain and threatening fears about the joy of dying and how the world keeps lieing love is not in my vocabulary, or in my mind it's a lost cause something i'll never find my heart is eched with rock and ice nothing in there ever comes out nice nothing i write can make you smile it's as if my mind is created of pure hostile i want to feel love to let my words kind of flow but i can not write about something that i do not know i feel no pity no sadness no sorrow i even pray often for no tomorrow words so perfectly wrote so caring and loving can not come from a mind that's constantly shoving shoving words of hatred or ill dismay of no sunshine and hopeing it would stay this way they can't they won't they do not know how they try they look and they understand now for you see dark minds think of dark things of words that pierce you that make your eyes sting sting with tears and fears and haunting pasts of things that you could have only wished to last reality it hurts it bites you in the heart and i know my words can tear you apart i can not apologize for what i write or because my world is not at all bright i can not apologize for my words of hate but if i do not write them now, tomorrow might be too late...