No Love Here

It’s hard to say where this is going, Honestly I don’t love you, and yet I can’t depart from you either. Is it my need to use what you have to benefit my pathetic life? Or is it something remotely there that could spark a flame? I shudder at the thought of marriage with you, yet each day that’s what we strive towards. Am I trapped in a black hole of romance that I can’t escape? Will you be the last man I ever date? I am fearful of our future. Not knowing if you’re enough to satisfy my desires or if I’m just settling because I’m tired of looking. I have no clue, but I need to make a decision soon or else I will lose myself forever in this thing we call a relationship.