Night's Dream

(2/11/2014) I want to roll into myself until there is nothing left Close the golden doors to light and live in my dreams Float away into the clouds where I can fly Kiss strange men that confess their love for me Breath heavy and sweet Sweat rolling down my neck like honey Tingling everywhere, everywhere Come into me like a child returning home Desiring to have that child return home Fingers grasping at flesh, digging rivers, White sheets, flashes of dark and light Crawling into, rolling into, breathing, heavy, sweet Heavy, sweat, rolling, panting, flashes, Broken into until there is nothing left