Nightmares

Terrified of nightmares, all the lies they share, Show me my one love and how hes more content right there. See him with another one, see him in his lust, In these dreams I see him and I watch in pure disgust. I cannot read my heart, nor my hopless emotion, I cannot tell if I am still or if I am in motion. I feel like I am dying, as I see him lay with her, I'm starting to feel dizzy as things start to go ablurr. I see him so impressed, as she pleasures him so sweetly, And as I cry around the corner hear them 'cry' contently. I know he'd never hurt me, but it's so hard to believe, When I'm seeing everything occur in front of me. I know its just a nightmare, it's never as it seems, but why must I be haunted with these horrifying dreams.