New Silence Brewing

new silence brewing cold sun is perfect the way i feel the way i deal my loner's mentality resurfaces kitchen sink full of dishes all tv dinners freezer burnt dust in every corner dust on every morsel of wood body shaking from hunger and early malnutrition pillow smelling musty from the night sweats body smelling pungent from a depression unseen and well hidden the way i feel the way i deal zero is the main ideal effect of it all i wake up looking down i go in to completely stop i skip pebbles on the water while acting stoney my feel are heavily glues to the ground and yet i am flying where i land is where my spot will be marked unmarked i am social as an outlet to my every fear the new moon changes your mood, and you have a listening ear i express all i can before the shield takes back its control if i had the chance to choose how to die right now, then it would be with my hand on your heart and your heart in my hands