New Lease

Communication break down for several months who knows why i am unsure i don't question the trials of others its not meant for me to know. I take the still frame in my mind of this insight time. Destiny and life crossed our path of communication once again all i can do is praise the fact. You bring something different this round your baggage you have dropped. A goal in mind with a can do attitude what else could be more pleasing to some one looking into innerworkings like me. Something to pay attention to and keep breathe into this new opportunity life has threw at me. Maybe i am a wishful thinker maybe i am a dreamer i am unsure really maybe i am just to blind to the big picture. All one can do is hope and have faith of a better tomorrow. One must work in the lighting to rest in the sunshine. Life seems to be a on going storm of emotion and feeling. As we work to better our selfs . I some times wonder am i fighting the monster of life or the monster inside of myself. Indifferently i would just like to resolve my demon. I am a strong individual i have to be with the person i am the people who surround me the weaker souls in need of a hand while there hanging on the edge of the cliff of petie bullshit to them its the catastrophic demise of the world. Still i offer wonder who or what do i need to complete the puzzle i ponder. I am nothing as i use to be,i am a different creature a different cult in my personality i have over come many bumps in the road been the saving grace in many stories,still i have a desire for a reason a desire to begin a new chapter in life a chapter of me and my story and my beginning living knowing myself and knowing where i belong. So the anthem speaks tonight i shall keep walking that line. In hopes one day i will know why.