Nevermind, Pay It No

I know ive said hurtful things, pay it no nevermind. I dont mean it, why i make sure i apologize every time. Ive played games in the past, pay it no nevermind. Why im begging for your forgiveness to overlook every lie. I mess up, and offer excuses of every kind. Try to turn situations on you, pay it no nevermind. Others failed to fix your broken heart, let me try. Have your fair share of doubts, but pay' em no nevermind. And dont forget that you....well, nevermind. The focus is on me, save for a better time. How can something that feels so right, go so wrong? Willing to spend my whole life righting all my wrongs. Know ive said that before to cover another display. But i see you walking out that door to my utter dismay. Yet, if you leave now, make me believe you were never mine. But i know you love me mind, body, and soul, so nevermind!