Never Mine

You just walked out that meaningless door You really did leave, and kept my heart sore You never knew what I thought in my mind You never knew you were the best thing i will ever find You left and unknowingly left me there lonely When what were left were me and the four walls only ‘Alone!’ I cried again… It was my heart shouting You coming back was what I was always doubting You would never understand what was happening Even if I said everything, you won’t be imagining And I’m sure you could never know or feel You’ll laugh as if it’s a joke and not real I fell into tears and my heart into pieces it split But you won't know and wouldn't feel the guilt You may come to me and talk about everything around you But never ask me who my heart pumps blood to! Because between us, there is something empty, some dots Where silence lays, and my heart multiple times was shot I knew you wouldn't see me the way I want you to But I still had hope from my heart when it told me what you may do I wish I was everything for her for one second… "She has her heart taken and sold…" I reckoned. I can’t believe I’m thinking of you every breath I take I wish all, except one of these thoughts are fake! I wish you recognize me, even if it’s once in a year I would appreciate this day and would not shed a tear! But this appreciation wouldn't come in a night It needs a lot of work so it comes to be alright! But I’m still not sure everything may be okay someday Because these days, nothing goes on our way But hope would never elope in my heart Because it’s playing an important life part It’s giving me a smile to stick on my face when I see you I wish you ever smile to me in the way I mean to But someday you will… And I hope I’m not just thinking of nothing I hope this thing would come true once even if we were rushing Even if we have a lot of things to think about I need a smile to cut me straight out I’m 100% sure you would never be mine But "HOPE" is a word full of shine That makes my eye tingle and see you there on my eyelid I sometimes miss someone deep inside me, that kid That innocent kid who never knew what it’s like to love Specially someone who is stages and stages above Who treats you freely as his own young sibling Who thinks all she can do is scribbling! Although, I want and need to get out of this wrong situation In this way,I will lose everything and I must change my love station