Never Meant To Be

maybe it's okay if we keep our distance. But i hope i can be w/ you for an instance. Your face, your smile , i can no longer see. coz you've decided not to see me. I never felt so low, In your life, i think i need to leave and go. & even though, i want you to want me. I cant do something so just let it be. Im trying not to give up & stop myself from leaving.. My heart it distracts me, it cant stop beating. I know i have to cry over you again. But i think, i cant stop myself, even if i count one to ten. what did i do?do i really deserve this? I thought if i pull the trigger, the bullet will just miss. this is one of the worst heartaches, coz i can still feel the pain. I looked in the mirror & saw my tears, falling like the rain. I wish i can be away too long, so i can move on. I know forever wont work, even if i say "I'll hold On". If i continue this feeling, i know you'll never appreciate me. just wait for the sun to set, but not w/ me, coz we're never meant to be.