Never Ever Have I Ever Felt

A few questions that I need to know how you could ever hurt me so, I need to know what I've done wrong and how long it's been going on, was it that I never paid enough attention, or did I not give enough affection, not only will your answers keep me safe but I'll know never to make the same mistakes again. You can tell me to my face or even on the phone you can write it in a letter either way I have to know, did I never treat you right did I always start the fight, either way I'm going out of my mind all the answers to my question I have to find. My heads spinning boy I'm in a faze I feel isolated and I don't want to communicate, I take a shower and feel like running away to find a piece of mind and wonder, thinking sex in the vocabulary runs right through me the alphabet run right through A to Z the conversations has addictions in my mind so I got my contagions asking questions that I can't find, but I'm not crazy, I'm sure I haven't done nothing wrong, so now I'm just waiting because I heard that this feel won't last that long. Never ever have I ever felt so low, so when you gonna take me out of this black hole. Never ever have I ever felt so sad the way I'm feel ya you got me feeling really bad, so never ever have I had to find because I never ever had to dig away to find my own peice of mind. So I keep searching deep with in my soul for all the answers, because I don't want to hurt no more. I need peice and I got to feel at ease. And I need to be free from pain cause I'll go insane because my heart aches. Sometimes the vocabulary runs right through my head the alphabet runs right through A to Z.