Never

Damn. And to think they ended. and my start began. Bam. i just fall again. Literally. My body becomes loose like a fallen leaf off a tree during fall. As everyone is aware of my falling. Im sucluded in nothing but a black hole of nothing. As i hear the murmur of sounds around me. Sounds like the volumes going up. Someone is shining more light on me... Wondering how long i layed there... this time.. As my mind races... as fast as the race horses around the last bend. what did i hit this time...can i move... BOOM...BOOM..BOOM..BOOM... That's my heart right now...more than just a thump I want to be able to not worry about this... but how can you... when you have a child....Well imma give him my heart When you want to accomplish school..Well imma give it my all When you just want to live your life...Im not going to fall.. Fall mentally that is..Fail i dont know what that is... So all the bruises i have from my battles with my health.. and the ground.. From the nerves they take over my body.. When it should be my strength.. Ill let my heart beat as hard as it wants... Cause im not going to let myself stop...