Nervana - In a Flick of An Instant

(Warning...it has a sexual theme to it. You have been warned, innocent readers! Expect the unexpected in this one) You have the nerve To give me nervana like I deserve Nothing's wrong with me Maintain my lustful heart patiently I hate my life I glance at my knife As it slips out my hands Like two departing lands Learned to burn I Sneezed because of the freeze of your ice fire Now it's your turn To give me a backtrack of what I most desire I expect the worst in the words you say I expect greater things than this dismay Beating on the meat as I stand on my feet My feet and hands meet as I begin to greet My boy hormones again Passion sin begins to break me apart...it dares me to go after women and men... Because I rolled both ways But, those were the days Feel the bulge in your mouth As it goes north to south Nervana makes me go berserk Let me release my mental tension... Break open my skull of foolish soul before I become this jerk Make me full with your sex of satisfaction and heal my infection... Give me acception, Not rejection Holding on forever to you Let me mount your valley...let me place my feet in your shoe Nerve-racking nervana makes me unhappy Shame on me...same to you, sad baby Show me your bulge of bliss And I'll show you what I got I'll give you speechless appeal If you peel me like an onion - warning, I'm made out of steel These scars are hard to heal.. These problems are hard to deal... With or without you Boohoo, I will get over it I'm sure...I'm ill with the love flu Hopeless weeper, You're a crazy creeper Heartache grows deeper, You took my all like the Grim Reaper... My shaft of pleasure Swells beyond measure For you... For you... If you knew... That I am blue Without you Or even with you I am the grass And you are the ass, Feeding on me daily...gaily... Frankly, let me be with me... Then, I'll be with you If you love me too You turned your back on me You backstabbed me with insults of just-kidding's I want you and I to be free You let me down by your by-purpose actions...you never cared about my feelings To the core, I felt change was a chore Ever since I learned that you were a whore That has sex with whatever moves...and has the looks and books...you're rude, you should know that - you dealt with their morning woods You're skanky ways make me want to puke...go ahead and gag your dudes... You know what I notice - I was that whore believe it or not Bi-tendencies I won't miss I was that hooker that was left to rot Can't find the nerve To achieve nervana It's not what I deserve I know deep down that I'm a worthless flaw In all the eyes of strangers.. In all angles, I'm an angelic devil I didn't mean to devour my progress of being faithful and loyal to you...it angers... You and I...I need a sleeping pill .... So I can sleep For the rest of my life No room to weep When I'm dead...away from the temporary strife