Negative All Around

It's geting harder, drifting farther.., until im slowly some where else, hideing in this soo called hole, cant deal with this pain thats felt.., its like take one step forward, just too take two steps back, get smacked off track, this to me is becoming a known fact..., it's all in the way that you react..., give back..., still tring too get a positive and a negative to attract!!!