Need Thee

I Need Thee for everything I do. Lord I commit my ways to you.In the mountain highs and in the valley lows it;s your grace and mercy that's helps me prepare for whatever I'm going through. I Need Thee: When the world is in despair.You comfort and care for me.When my family turns their back on me .It's your shoulders I depend on to be strong.When my friends are far few and in between.I continue to stand and refuse to sink in the sand wallowing in self pity and misery. I Need Thee : When my husband walk away from me and started another family . When he could not take care of the three he already got.Boy! did this make me hot.Like a cast iron skillet.I want to hit him with it.!!! I Need Thee: When I became open shame for everyone to blame about my own personal issues.Now my children look at me like I'm diseased; and they say I'm so hard to please.Ease all this confusion in my house today. I Need Thee: When I'm misunderstood and my emotions are out of control ; causing me to put everything on hold.Just to confront and deal with my x - husband and his non-support child issues.What is a sister to do? When the the father of my kids act like this.Here's a few things that I wanted to get off my chest today. I Need Thee: In everything I do I must commit my ways to you. I Need Thee.