Narcissistic You

Never-mind… caught up in the web of lies…ebbed forever it seems…fill’d with broken dreams…breaking by the seams…I beam – alas, you gave in to narcissism…in a trance of black and white masonic floors…you shut both doors…scorching to the core!!! Angree all of the sudden Rinse away the rage…for, we are on a different page… Corruption and assumptions are consumed I am isolated and all alone Sick of it all – whatever happens happens Sometimes, I feel like giving in to the give up mentality…forced-fed fatality…fury fangs of corpses and carrions excrete shame… I am acting by impulse…agitated because of past abuse…cut loose the noose…kill me alive!!! Bury me why don’t you and I will survive!! Shards of me, myself and I are pieced together…you are the wandering butterfly with shattered wings of pale blue light…tonight, I dine on fleshly lusts and tomorrow, I am masked with His Holy Spirit…entwined with the devil in me…angel wings fly in the fire of my desire Tormented daily…defeated, yet gaily living life to the fullest best I can Irritated…feeling like going cray-cray…I’m insane with this poet’s brain…refrain from driving me insane with your suicidal rain Cussed out…silenced by the waters of woe… Y do u hurt me? Orange peels collapse unto Pluto’s pleasure-whelmed gravity U please me, u c?