Nanny Hiring Career Women

I want the world, Paris, London and Toyko but I feel a tiny bit of worry that my kids will resent me. I also want the family, 3 kids and a white picket fence. A husband whose in love with me and the natural feeling of being a stay at home mother. But I know I have to draw the line somewhere in this dream of mines because I know how hectic a life of Journalism can be and I don't want to be a nanny hiring career women. I fear that my kids will be raised by women that they see more than their mother because her job becomes her life. I don't want to be a mother who can't spend dinner with her kids because she's flying across the world... but wait I love to travel. I want to get the undiscovered story, the truth right down to the metal. I want to uncover a mystery so deep that I will be forever famous. But I worry that while my heads are in the clouds of big corporations and high heels and suits that I will be missed. My husband will kiss another women to make up for his wife not spending enough time with him. I don't want to be a nanny hiring career women but sometimes I feel conflicted... Maybe I like power. It's always been my dream to work at the top. I want to be there for my baby's first steps, and their first date and even the small things like the plays they star in. I would hate to miss it because to tell you the truth even if they had only one line it would be special to me. Wait there it is my answer to everything... I can certainly do both but I will always know what's more important... My family.