Nameless

i see myself in you and its kinda strange coz thats the only time i love myself when im in dire straits ya see i have this diesease sometimes i lie awake and wonder why im a piece of **** with all of my mistakes but one day i'll change it i'll make it and flip this until that day im making a difference making a conscious decision to take what im given no slave to the way that im liven and these are more than words this is my testimony most if it i wrote for you so when im gone ya never lonely they say only god can judge me but who is he i feel at times that by design for real the only god is me but im a basket case who cant escape the darkest place inside my mind you'll find my heart replaced incased in armour plates half my traits are like a dog just looking for a car to chase barking mad starven carven scars upon my arms and face and this is hardly fake but something that i can't erase my darkest days my casket waits to take me to a calmer state