My Worst

Hey dad, please talk to me. There's something I need to say. I've realized something. Just hear me out and you'll know I'm right. I'll never be good enough for you. I'll never meet your expectations. And we're growing apart so fast that I can barely tell what you want anymore. All the things that you've said hurt worse than you'll ever know. And now we can't go back. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. But I'm always at my worst when I'm with you. My mood so dark that I can't see. You'll never understand how hard it is and how bad it hurts to be me near you.