My Twisted Mind

I have a twisted mind My heart is aching One day soon I hope to find The peace and serenity that I deserve My relationship is so twisted My mind is out of focus I need to move on with my life To get myself straight And as I'm saying this to myself I find my mind focusing on him I really do love him I've loved him for so long But yet I've begun to realize He's still singing the same song Boozing and drugging is his game And he makes me feel such shame He also makes me feel guilty Whenever I decide to leave He threatens to kill himself And then I find myself Running back to a toxic relationship I need to reframe my mind In order to be able to find The happiness that I deserve I know I have to let him go And it does hurt me so To know I wasted so many years of my life On this toxic relationship So this time it's for good I've finally left him alone No giving him any slack I have to do this for me In order to finally be free Betty Sue KopeCrawford Written on: Tuesday May 9, 2006