My Toil and Turmoil

With all my adversity,alone I fought... Almost nothing was what I sought... At times, my blood did feverishly boil... But at the end of it....it was my toil & turmoil...! People betrayed....trust failed.... Dreams disappeared & goals were derailed... When I was battling a tough phase... There was none to share my disgrace...! They elicited the maximum... And sneered at a negative outcome.... When I tried to tame the tough tempest... Time endowed my life with a newer test....! My inner voice...unheard...or unspoken.... Was a symptom that I was about to be broken No one really stood by my side.... I was alone when I grieved & cried....! Crawling....fighting....tooth & nail.... Crying....dying....trying without fail.... When I needed someone to ploys foil... I was said....it was my toil & turmoil....!