My Times a Crime Bomb

Hi ky to me myself n I its me I have a series of issues non stop i need help to charge before I fade my energy is empty but my determination hangs on I've run out of trust and commitment to hand out I need to do wat needs to be done witch way wat first let's play u cen be the judge im the victmin in chains not beads the true crims set loose to run and rule all beings for some of us still human for the lunch hurt is when theyll set us free I think I do have multiple claims I will win not put to blame:( coz its we whom need to be heard not hurt so if you cen help please take my pain I face it'll b gratefull n well appreciated no more options opinions not heard they say im dead in away that thy put thru there heards inside that burns I feel my hurt I can't cry no more the pain inside to great for my old body too function or work my family all Brocken the boulder where my heart sits. Cracks n splits a mountain of dirt left were it had crumbled to bits my rocks all spread out too heavy to lift my strength becames oh weaker my body can't move along or shift like my smile I can't wear for there is no real meaning they don't stop nor do they ever leave became my shadow's always chasing me with fear I never feared seen I was me so my freedoms under lock n key seen the key for my immunity of inner strength hided safe with my loved ones protected from harm but despite that fact they tryed to completely ruined me destroying my humbleness bringing out my crazy bees I'm weakened at my knees inside my heart I freeze dripping all my love forever let me free plz take a moment for a meaning hear wat I've spoken let it be known for my life has found its reason lost myself in the words I lived thru life how to survive keep ya head held high not with force but with all your pride read an endless storie just by looking in my eyes knowing for my meaning for the reason I stayed alive without knowing without hoping to long left here I'm deprived off all things i lived coz it was right not because I lived it or just coz as a child I survived.©kylie finlay