My Three Crushes

Number One I wish I could say I love you But that would be crude "I love you" to an older woman Who surely has a dude I wish I could say "Your beautiful" without it being a pass But surely my lips would give me away and thoughts of it would long last I wish there were no adultery or perhaps it isn't a sin But chances of her being single is probably a bet I couldn't win Number Two I see you once a week at best but I think of you seven days I see you sitting there on Sunday with my loving gaze In my heart I know your the one I want to give my love to I kneel at Gods alter praying for love to come true Perhaps one day I'll love you after I've built myself back up The shame of my losing it all was so rude to interrupt I'm still single and I won't stop myself obsessing over you This imaginary love I have has become very very true Number Three When I look at you I see my angel emerging Moments pass me by with sweet emotions occurring You walk into a room and my focus is where you are I have the heart of three kings and your the solitary star My attention hovers over you where ever you are This thing you leave apon my heart It's beautiful but it's also a scar Something I wish was mine but kept so very far.