My Tears Flow

My tears stain these very pages, Coming in the form of ink I am such an emotional wreck, That I am unable to think My tears flow from this pen, ****ing me up even more inside All of my deepest felt emotions, I will forever hide My tears never flow from my eyes, They only build up inside I am so afraid to cry, Sometimes I would rather die This love causes so much pain, But I always try the same again My tears are an endless river, But why must I always pretend? I start with the best of intentions, But I always end up hurting me I wish I could escape the pain and misery, I guess this is how my life was meant to be.