My Struggle

I'm thinking of it, it's stuck in my head, Would anyone miss me if I was dead? My family is distant, my friends are so few, I wonder would it hurt to do? My life is so painful, it hurts to go through, Is it all worth it? What should I do? Tomorrow is school, another day of torture, Best get yourself ready for the insults towards ye, The pain of the words or the pain of the knife, Would it all stop if I just took my own life? The insults they hurt but next came the fighting, Everyone else thought it would be exciting, Everyone's talking about this fight, All of a sudden I'm in the lime light. The next day I wandered into the school, Thinking that yesterday would make me cool, But instead I was picked on, why was I a fool? The bullying continued and I just had enough, No one has the right to treat me so rough, Why do I deserve this? What have I done? Don't I deserve to be normal and have fun?