My Secret Lover

The black abyss calls to me It's nothingness is so enticing My senses spike; everything louder My mind is racing in front of my eyes The anticipation is so sweet upon my tongue As I wait for it's ice cold embrace I lay upon fire; it burning my memories Darkness grips my soul, ripping it out My peace is chaos; the mistake is forever Oh, the enticing grip of suicide Release me from your beautiful eyes So I may try once more to make it right Forgive me oh wonder of nature For I now deny your existence Oh Death, please do not glare upon me For I shall join and waltz with you But for now I shall dance with the light Until we meet again, my secret lover