My Reflection's a Suicidal.

she was internally bleeding inside silent tears dripping from her eyes falling blindly through cracked ice stabbing her soul unintentionally, over a thousand times. she was crying herself to sleep slicing across her wrist, hoping for it to get deep. lifting her hands to pray closing her eyes, realizing there was nothing left to say. making her own selfish lies screaming alone, waiting for someone to hear her empty cries. She was internally dying from her goreing pain internally bleeding inside her veins. giving up on her hope she had once believed, letting go of that rope so she could feel relieved she smiled for the last time when she said good bye, it was her last line. stepping forth into an ocean carrying suffocating waves she walked deeper following her own devotion. her head sank in as the world went quiet rolling back her eyes performing her own riot forcing herself not to rise she held her self down counting the mintues that passed waiting for the second she'd drown wondering how long she'd last. inhaling, she swooned gripping her throat swelled by wounds she let herself rise knowing she tried floating to the surface with her eyes closed her thoughts running freely feeling so exposed. And when she gasped to breathe her eyes opening slowly. seeing people crowded staring are her attempt she knew there was no escape, this was the end she couldn't pretend. And now as she looked into the mirror I realized the girl staring back at me had the same scars.. just like me.