My Problem

Not really a poem, as such... Been reading about benzo's quite much... It's all very sad, but get why I am.....it's really a wank way to be! It has made me sad, cause I've realised I'm mad! But there's also an outcome out there... Not really my style, but I did a profile....and honesty seems the best way... So I said I was Ray, and was tendency Gay...but the response I had, was 'hey, Ray...no way!' So, I told em the truth...even about my **** tooth, and honest, I felt I'd done well... But things are not great, old Steve's in a state.....and I'm starting to lose my old brain... But all is not lost....and whatever the cost, I will be that old Stevie again! xx