My Peace I Long For

Why does my mind get tortured at such great length It stops your thinking and takes away your strength I am empty for words and feel really so very weak pain keeps coming like an old tap with a noisy leak Having a place to go when your all chewed up inside Taking you to peace and rest like a lay- by at roadside troubled past horror's you would never have believed The cruellest of people that had to look after me They never knew love only badness made for thee You felt something missing in your lonely heart Like you are longing for that special sweetheart never knowing what was coming, day or in the night Nobody cared how far they went or how bad the fright I just longed for that day for it all to stop and end So never thought they could drive me round the bend I wanted it all to end or show me my own cliff edge one simple step takes me with angels over the final ledge Nobody could very start to understand their thinking All I could very see was my will to live was shrinking If there is any justice in this very cruel world of mine So God please find me my place I dream to be Devine