My Pain

My Pain Into the rig I drew my blood into You could never know the pain I’ve been through I can only think of myself as ick The pain I’ve caused makes me sick The tears I’ve shed could fill a small brook Why god did you bless me with a ugly look Where is my shield to hide behind now Id rather die and come back as a cow Some say life becomes rainbows and flowers Id love to be able to harness sobrieties powers Advice for others I can dish Help for myself I can only wish My heart and soul I wish I could train Id never help others for personal gain Why she likes me I don’t know, she’s a beautiful girl But hell, ill trust her and give it a whirl Now its time to wrap this up My confidence in me, would only fill a small cup