My Pain

My Pain It's hard to live a world youre no longer in, I cant help but think, maybe this is my sins catching up to me on a whim. But was i so bad that you had to go The best i ever had and the most beautiful person i know? Was i meant to have you just to lose you ? It feels like being in paradise for a while only to have god excuse you. This pain i feel is eating me inside out without a doubt. I long for your touch that made all my hurt go away but now i no longer enjoy the sun coming up after the rains had its way, the day u were gone it ignited all my fears, now i yearn for rain, so when i go out side it can hide all my tears.