My Own Way

Losing myself to You; Best thing to ensue Never could be A worthy king over myself Perfect planner of my life Finest master of my fate Deception had it I could be On top of the world Won many battles on ‘my own way’ arena Only the winnings left me dilapidated And time again rose to brush soil off my back Just to fall back on top of the world And on my back again Looking back now ‘top was bottom’ For life in deception led to an abyss dark Where I couldn’t retrieve my soul on my own hand Nor light my life with my own words And the only way ‘bottom top,’ Was to fight and lose in ‘my own way’ arena Via falling on my knees into your Grace- The ultimate King, Planner, Master of my life Losing myself to You; Best thing to ensue ©GraceM Composition