My Mother She Would Love This Poem

today i went to the Sonic but not for ice cream i drove up and talked with the drive thru and they were so very nice they gave me what i wanted and i did give a complicated order then i parked and read the paper and watched the other people in their cars interacting with each other that is when it came..... the missing came to me so strong i physically felt the blow to my stomach i wanted to go to tell you what i saw that was really funny but....alas you are dead and gone i remember you used to say in a humorous voice....when we would talk about someone that went on with life after a loved one died and you said....oh but it is o.k.. their husband or wife pass because the deceased are as dead as they ever going to be then i clearly see you tilt your head and look that look with your cornflower blue eyes they needed to move on well, mama, you know that i know that you are but i don't believe you will be dead as you are you are going to be leastways in my heart