My Monument of You

I'll show you what's beneath my heart dust off the fragments, the shattered pieces of your monument that once was here. I can never really lie, just hiding the truth from anyone, it has always been there it has always been here... always. I am never me, always out of words shut down... miss the night of having you is missing forever. I will never be, probably not meant to be the one beside you. change my fate, change the plans of destiny. I am never me, whenever around shut me down... miss the night of having you I missed forever. I'll show you what's written in these pages your name's all over it, it's the only word i know how to speak. I'll let you in my art, you're the only thing i know how to draw, for i feel, and it has always been since the very first day I saw you... that my hands is an extension of yours and so much more. You never hear me, and never see I scream to no one, your love is gone. You'll never be and you'll never see I cry to you, and you are gone. I can't tell you, I can't be near you my only place in this world, is beside you. I am just hiding the truth from anyone. But it has always been there... It has always been here... My monument of you.