My Meltdown

I don't know why you don't notice me Everytime we talk, you don't notice my true intensions I want you to be mine and only mine One day, we walk from school and we talk about the little things, Eventually, we are alone I decide to tell you everything I want You just look at me; with disgust, hatred, and pity With that you take off and leave me alone I yelled and screamed at myself, telling myself I am truly disgusting I look right beside me seeing a knife Is this what you want, you want me to suffer pain, really? I take it and put it in my hands.. My final words.... "Even in the end, I would die for you..." And with that everything turned black...