My Loving Hate

My loving hate, says goodbye god, I know longer love life, and I've never loved you, I seek refuge in hell, only to say I'm sorry, it's the only reason i'm praying, for the first time in years, I say a finale farewell, to my dearest enamy, my loving hate, I wish you farewell, I hate to see you happy, but you never cared about me, so I'm leaving you now, goodbye god, I hate you with all my heart, though I feel unsure, I hope hell is okay, I'm sleeping there at night, i'm leaving now, I'm out of heaven's sight, so goodbye god, my love, my hate, the girl you used to hate is dead, only I now remain, so goodbye, and hope I rot in peace.