My Lord

My Lord By: Aidan Gilbert My Lord gave me feeling My Lord come to my healing Should have never looked down Should have never made that loud of a sound But when you see your shadow as darkness And dropping your heart was something you missed You get a little scared With your darker emotions you are pair My Lord gave me forgiveness Where to find it is my only wish I knew hurt would make me hide But I never knew it would take my pride Darker and darker every night Lesser and lesser there is light I find myself each day with more and more sin Ever since the downfall of men Lord you’re my rescue And only you But Lord give me time We both know I’m not doing fine My Lord gave me feet That stumbled and burned on my sin’s heat Lord did you get my prayer I don’t know cause to the blank clouds I stare But through it all I know you hear my voice Cause on that cross that vinegar was moist God I think any day I could be better I have your redemption letter I just have to find it But each day is harder cause I take a new hit So I’m tired and is giving up on this searching is something I can try Lord Is my sourness making your love dry On my broken bed next to sin I cry Lord next to me you lay down and lie My guilt cleared when I saw the compassion in your eyes I had a moment and It hit me Lord you put a whisper on me With my eyes closed I could still see That with one sound you can set my free Holy spirit moved And so quickly hurt was removed Lord I know you’re the only one I need My Lord rumbles clouds My Lord makes the thunder sound But there is a dark street Cluster with people who are weak Demons in their minds Demons guiding them from behind My Lord gave me new sight Reason to what is right All these people wandering around On the inside falling down I cannot cure their struggle In their lives I cannot meddle My Lord let me do something I once felt their sting But time and time again I go down the wrong street and meet sin I know I’m not perfect But what makes me different form them is I know you think I’m worth it My Lord loves me He’s all I need Through it all I still fight Fight through the darkest nights Through it all I still want to help my friends But their lives I can’t tend My Lord had blood shed My Lord choose the color red To his home I am lead