My Life, My Party, My Ball

Sometimes I'm loud & very brash, What some might call "white trailer trash" But inside I bleed red, I'm just like you Just a little mixed up & a little confused Hated by many for mistakes that I make! But isn't that life? It's a risk that you take I just had to feel wanted, needed & loved But that made me do some bad & mad stuff! I'm not growing up, I'm falling apart An empty hole eating away at my heart But now I must stand on my two feet alone Learn who I am and get back in the zone! So now I know I must walk away, But remember it was you who helped make me this way So now time to fix me & start standing tall Cos this is MY life, MY party, MY ball