My Life

My life is so perfect and true With you my love, Noone else treats me the way you do. My step-father treats me wrong, and blames everything on me, Which makes me explode or say some things to people that I don't mean, My mother is awesome, and she is my best friend, the only other one I can trust, except you. I have never really loved anyone before you, except my friends, but never as much as you, my love. I can't imagine living in a world where you don't exsist, If I had to I would'nt do it, I would die, I just can't be without you more than 24 hours, I am glad we are in the same school, that way when I am grounded I can still see you, I dream and daydream about you every day and every night, I want you to cloud up my mind, so I can think of nothing else. My life is simple, perfect, and true. There are some people that I wished I could say sorry to for my behavior towards them, but I don't think they would listen, It eats my stomach up, and I feel bad for my behavior towards them, but I know I can't go into the past and erase it, guess I just have to live though it, It just puts more scars in my heart, because no matter what we are all family in God's eyes. I can not hate, Dislike, or even Strongly dislike anyone, even though they don't like me or may hate me, I think of them as family. So I will say sorry to someone I go to school with, she deserves it. I have 3 periods with her, so I will say sorry someday when I get the guts. My life is so perfect, clear and safe to me