My Life

My Life My life has had it’s ups and downs There’s been smiles, there’s been frowns Most of my life has been in sin As far as happiness, I could never win I’ve had some real love in my life I even asked one to be my wife But I lost her because of my attitude Because fear based anger was my main mood But not to feel was my reason Through day and night, all four season No doubt my mind was sick Around my soul a wall four feet thick Tears shed like Niagara falls During lonely nights inside the padded walls Most friendships would end in pain Because I walked into them with disdain But since then sobriety is what I’ve found It’s helped my spirit, put me back on the ground Since then my mood has been lifted Thanks to those who’ve helped, their quite gifted