My Issue

As I’m sitting here writing I’m wondering Where did I go wrong? As you sit there reading Your wondering What is going on? I searched through many songs Looking for that one That relates to how I feel A little dead inside I can’t lie Some of y’all are wondering Why? Hell you don’t know And neither do I Constantly trying to find Happiness within myself Like a kid looking for cookies That are hidden on the top shelf I know what I want And thats good Cause thats usually The hardest part But getting to that step Of readiness Is my true dilemma How do I accept What I’m not truly use too How do I move on From everything that I’m use too Its causes not just physical But mental abuse too Am I trapped By my own mind forever Is it cause I got issues? Am I crying for help Praying someone brings a tissue? Or is this all just a breeze That will blow by with time Can someone tell me, Better yet Can someone help me? and by someone I mean you..