My Internal Pain

I’m hurting inside There’s no way for you to know I’m crying so hard, internally But I’m trying to do my best not to let it show All I ever wanted was to be loved That it’s killing me softly and makin me mad Sometimes all I want Is to come home and be held But that’s wishful thinking I guess And thoughts that I shouldn’t be speaking I’m trying to keep myself in good spirits But I’m always alone There’s never anybody around me that can hear my cries I’m so misunderstood and no one seems to care And that’s why I keep my feelings bottled up inside Not wanting to let anybody inside my mind Sometimes that’s the best way to be There’s no room in my heart for anything else