My Hurt

My hurt is like no other It's realer than any smile It's realer than any laugh blinded to the public so only I can see its path everyone thinks "I'm Okay" people ask but never stay people believe but never say "You're lying" is it because they really don't know? or is it because they really don't care? I'm covering my hurt with temporary happiness as if it was a band-aid but when that happiness wares off like every other drug does I feel lower than where I started off at I'm drowning in a 3ft pool of my own thoughts but I'm 5ft I just need to stand up easy advice to give right? but so much harder to follow my eyes are open I can see the problem but I can't see the problem disappearing atleast not anytime soon..