My Hidden Fear

People are my weakness and hidden fear I just feel that some words they say set me in tear For example I gave a person a smile one day and they gave me a glare I did not know that smiling in the world today cause people to stare These types of stare gave me chills down my spine a feeling that made me blind Why? why is my weakness the people who are very unkind Hiding is all I can do when people give me a unkind view I get to a point that my fear seems to wonder and stew People are who they are and what should I even do I don't understand that they are evil and some times nice too My hidden fear are people just because they are always around That is no argument and my feeling are perfectly sound The hate builds up in my mind, but does not bother, how my heart feel I learned to undergo a change that my feelings become like steel Hard as it should be in situations needed I forget how to use it So it becomes my weapon and it is to some people heartless just a bit My hidden fear is what I see in people today They harm others and they think it is okay That is why I fear my feelings for others at times because it is so confusing My hidden fear is some what bad and some what a blessing