My God

Father I fall to my knees, I weep in agony and strife I feel the hands of death gripping me tight holding me still I dream of hope and hope to be, yet in my own memory hope is lost Lost past beyond my own reality, the angels of Heaven see my winding ways I have lost it all, my job, my car and not to mention my home I weep, I seek for aid with in my family and they know not of me Will I fall to break my spirit on the bottom where forgotten rocks lay It hurts deep down in my soul to be all alone To have no one to turn to for aid when times are trouble The pain of having your closest ones turn the knife on you when you only seek comfort My mother and father can't even see eachother yet help me? When I was but a young boy my father denied me to the world I was just some bum he helped All I wanted was a loving family, a group of love to cherish my ideas To give me warmth when I was cold blue A pair to see my dreams as gold, and help me plant the root of my future I am now 21 years old, and I go back to the streets where death lives I won't fear for my God will too be there And I will pray to my Lords will, as I shall serve to His glory Father I come upon You, as You are everywhere I confess that I am a sinner, I open my heart to you Jesus I believe that you died on the cross and made me anew I pray the Holy Spirit live inside me For always and forever in the name of my savior Lord Jesus amen