My Friend Lonliness

You are my security, you are my guard. In you my happiness and sadness lie.! Sometimez you give me strength, sometimez you break me down.! You hold me by the throat, when i provoke, till i start to choke... You are my friend lonliness.! You bring me to tearz, you are my biggest fear. As i start to celebrate, you start to delibirate. All these yearz, you are still my friend. A friend i wish i never had.! You tease me and taunt me, i wish i was dead.! Your timely display is only to my dismay, yet in your arms is where i lay. I scream and i shout yet there's no one to hear me out, out of this jail i wish to run, but in my blood you are like a bullet in a gun.!! You bring me sorrow, you bring me shame. The jolts in my soul i can not tame.! In my heart you have burned a hole so deep, i can not control.! All i want is you to leave, yet you seem to give birth and become a bigger part in me.! Because of you, the touch of love i have never felt.! I just wonder how much longer i can take, your cold embrace always leaves a trace in my heart.! You are my friend lonliness....