My Forever Pain

They say time heals the pain. But I know I can never get over your loss and be myself again. A piece of my heart has gone forever. And I know it can’t be recover. It feels like a nightmare that I can’t wake up from no matter how I try. Minutes, hours days and months go by. And I still feel like what happened was just a lie. I can’t accept the fact that you won’t be there anymore. And not being able to do all the stuff we used to do before. Whenever I felt lost, I used to turn to you. because I knew you had all the answers to help me through. Despite the 11 years difference, I’ve always found inner peace just by taking to you. Now there is so much happening that I just wanna tell you tell about. I really miss your support and inspirational words that I can’t live without. Flashbacks keep hunting me every now and then. I burst into tears and I fail hold my feelings in. Destiny might have driven us apart. But you will forever live in my broken heart.