My First Love

I met you when I was so very young, we would hang together and have so much fun.Time went by and we fell apart, but that did not stop my beating heart.Years went by, I started a life of my own, I had 2 kids and boy have they grown. My life was thriving, I was on my feet, but yet my life was still incomplete.The love that I felt as a young vibrant girl, was still inside me, like a shell with a pearl.15 years later I found you again, we enjoyed each other, we were more than friends.We cuddled and played, just like we did before, you made me so happy, I wanted you more. It was like no time has ever past, this time I hoped that it would last. As fast as it came, is as fast as it went, you said we could not be more than friends.You were not a one woman man, I may have been hurt, but atleast I know where we stand. I lost My love all over again, even though this time we can still be friends.You finally had a child, and I had 2 more, I feel as if it is the same as before. we have not spoken in almost 2 years, the silence is my biggest fear. I just need you to be a part of my life; I waited so long, I think I deserve that much. Right!!