My Favorite Drug

I despise, My heartbeat begins to rise, And my soul cries. I hate, I don't want this feeling to dissipate, I feel the sudden urge to mate. I feel forsaken, Yet, I want to awaken, Not like soul has forever been shaken. I rant, I want my feeling good not to be scant, I will not let you go... I can't. I rave, I want the drug I too often crave, I want to be enslaved. I cry, I sigh, If I had to I would lie. I scream, Every night, of you I dream, Of your beautiful eyes that gleam. I pray, If you asked I would stay, And day by day my soul pays. I cry to the heavens, "When will he be mine," Where are the signs, Will our hearts ever be entwined? I want the drug, That I have begun to love, I want my drug that has come from above. I have begun to lust, I must have you... I must, I know my dragon would destroy us both with just a whiff of your musk. I need, You to lead, Like my gallant steed. You are my weakness and my strength, You are the drug that helps me think, Who lifts me up when I am weak, Who I want to hold me when I hit my peak. I need my favorite drug, The drug known as love, The drug that came from above. I want you, my drug, to speed up my heart once more, To heat me up from my core, And everyday I want and need my drug even more!