My Father My Worst Hate

My father is my worst hate for the things he done to me He abused me physically, mentally and sexually as a child He hurt me in so many ways He lied and he caused me hate inside and out He was suppose to of been my father but he was a jerk He molested me his own baby girl for 8 horrorfying years He told me if I told I would never see him again cause he would go to jail He caused me scars and hate and hurt He caused me a long journey in life But in the end I made it out okay I still walk free and proud of who I am today Just a small town girl makeing a good liveing as a nurse He sits in the pen waiting for parole My family disowned me cause of my FATHER my worst hate But I forgive him and I'm not sure why Cause he was suppose to be my father but instead He's my worst hate